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This weekend was a culmination of a few things. I was put into three situations with three very different groups of people. I was tested. My will, strength, stamina and ability to feel out a crowd.

Day One – Jeff and I were in a magazine thats produced by a very cool lady named Marissa Amoni. Its called the Downtown Auroran. Its very well put together and is full of other very cool people. You can get one pretty much all over downtown. A photo of mine and a digital painting of Jeffs were included. This is the first time we have ever been in any kind of print. :) I only got a couple shots at the party because I, like an amateur, forgot to charge my battery. UGH.

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Day Two – Consisted of going into the dirty depths of Chicago. We visited a good friend of ours and a great DJ, Sisco. He had many unique fun friends and I made a couple new friends that night.

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This next one is actually a different view of the same building that I snapped that made it in the magizine. We happened past it in search of a McDonald’s.
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Day Three – A trek from beer pong directly under the L to a bonfire off the Fox in Yorkville. Chicago and Yorkville could not be more different. Jungle juice to Miller Lite. New friends and old friends. I honestly am not at all impressed with Bonfires. But its good for shutter speed experimentation. And its always good to see Steve.

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Day Four – Today it was lunch with a couple that we are comfortable with. And continued with Jeff’s never ending homework and my obsessive wedding planning. (no we aren’t engaged…I just really like to plan things).

The weekend was spent with alot of people that I have never met before and many I may never see again. New friends and old friends. But I’m ending it with Jeff. Between Chicago, Aurora, and Yorkville there is nowhere I’d rather be than grocery shopping with my boy.

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I’d like to introduce you to my second favorite person.

Say hello to Jennifer, Jen, Jenny, AnnieOminous, Mrs. Trudo.

She is a talented photographer, an strong intelligent woman, a great mother, completely neurotic, and a sucker for old dishes and aprons. She knows everything about everything, and has thought me many of these things in the time we have known each other.

Stop by her page and leave a couple comments.

I promise, she appreciates it.

For me the act of taking photos is very rewarding. The camera is a tool of the wallflower and I do consider myself in pro league wallflower. When i bought my D60 I knew very little about photography. I put it on manual and used the light meter and thought I was doing something important. For people that have never used an SLR this is impressive because you can take multiple photos of the same things, but different shades. You can’t do this with a $98 point and shoot.

I like to think that I have a natural eye. After time my eye became more sophisticated than my camera. I normally envision a photo in my mind and the look down at my camera and realize that I have no idea how to make that photo happen.

Jen, my very intelligent friend who must speak quickly because there is so much to say, thought me about shutter speeds one night in her kitchen. This 1 hour lesson, given while she was baking, has been the most valuable photo lesson I have received. Since this night I have not used my light meter once. It was also perfect timing because I was beginning to become annoyed with the rate at which I was learning about my tool. This is not an ailment I need to worry about any longer……

BECAUSE….
I figured it out. I understand f-stops. Not completely, obviously. Does anyone? But I understand that the larger the number the more you can see in the photo. That’s all I needed. The bigger the number the bigger the depth of field, more you can see. The smaller the number the smaller the depth, the less you can see.

I promptly went outside and took a photo for each stop in my camera. The following are the biggest jumps.

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Next – understanding the relationship between aperture and shutter speed. Getting past Photo 101.

Jeff and I attended a concert/house party at a home dubbed “Snack Manor”. Its in the Ravenswood Manor area of Chicago. Jeff’s friend’s girlfriend lives there along with 10 other of her friends people. The place is pretty amazing. It was a very old mansion.

I, as a good little photog, took my camera. Still being very amateur I had a bit of a hard time capturing the photos that I saw in my head. The lighting was awesome in the little basement type room that the music was happening in.

I wish I would have know the people that lived there because I would have LOVED to wander around taking photos. At least one photo of the hand drawn map of the house.
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Jeff Millies is a very talented Artist. I personally own many of his pieces made over the last 6 years or so.

He begun by drawing his own and his friends D&D characters. Then progressed to sketching the monsters that lay in his mind. Then to painting and finally digital painting. He uses a Wacom Intous 3 tablet for his most recent works over the last few years.

Currently undertaking the feat of attending Art school at The Art Institute of Pittsburgh Online Division for Game art and Design.

Stop by and pay him a visit.

Tell him Molly sent ya. ;)

Jeffmillies.com

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I have nightmares.

The door is closed,
simply walk away.
Do not disturb us,
in our looming dismay.

All snuggled but forsaken,
laying awake in our bed.
Shaken and wondering,
what lies waiting, in my head.

Do not disturb me,
when he lulls me to sleep.
The comfort of him,
we fear, I cannot keep.

My eyes closing to darkness.
Sinking into vast abyss.
The night time, meant to be sweet,
has transformed into this.

Days filled with forgiveness.
Nights laden with pain.
My sanity waivers.
With every wax and wane.

Shadows persuade me to depart,
to drown in black water.
Demons poke and trick me.
and, for only a moment, I falter.

His voice echoes in my mind,
through visions of bloodshed.
He pulls me back slowly.
Back to our loving bed.

My skin cold and eyes wide,
as punishment for my sin.
Do not disturb us,
we are practicing for the end.

As I’m sure you have seen in the last blog I picked up an Argoflex Seventy-Five. I love this camera. Shes gorgeous. I think I will start naming my cameras. I think I want to call her….Jeanie. Yes. :) So I took Jeanie out for the first time tonight and we took two decent photos. The first is her face and a bottle of syrup.

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And the other was the chandelier in my kitchen. Each photo was taken the exact opposite way of each other.

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I love TTV!!!

Cameras and the notion of photography can be traced back further than the average person can guess. The first pinhole camera was described by Aristotle and Euclid in the 4th and 5th. Silver Nitrate was discovered in the 10th century, silver chloride int the 16th. The camera obscura and camera lucida were used to trace scenes as early as the 16th century. The first permanent photograph was an image produced in 1825 by the French inventor Joseph Nicéphore Niépce. This photography used a monochrome process. This earliest surviving photograph can be seen below “View from the Window at Le Gras”

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My own love of photography can be traced back to the act of looking at photographs, not necessarily with the handling of cameras. As a child I took great pleasure in looking in to the past of my family members. The time before I was born seemed magical and vast. The square grainy black and white photos that were hidden away in a cabinet. I would bring those photos out of their box and wonder why they were so different from more recent photos.

In my mind old cameras represent these forgotten lives. When the old were once young, the proof hidden away in each home across the world. I began collecting these cameras to feel closer to this part of life. To this hidden piece of the lives of strangers. How many hands have held these cameras I will never know, but a tiny bit of what we once were is locked inside the lens.

My first vintage camera that I obtained was from a Thrift store. It was marked as $4.24, but everything was half off that day. So for $2.12 I feel in love with vintage cameras. My Eastman Kodak No. 2 A Folding Hawk-Eye Special is also the oldest in my collection. I could not locate a photo or any information on my “Special” model. The most similar model is the No. 2 A Folding Cartridge Hawk-Eye Model B was made between 1926-1934. It used 116 film.

The Boston Camera Company was the original owner of the Hawk-Eye camera until the Blair Camera Company bought them in 1890. Hawk-Eye cameras then changed hands again in 1907 when Eastman Kodak bought Blair which was then changed into a division of Kodak called The Blair Camera Division after the plant was relocated to Rochester, NY. (Which you can clearly see printed on the plate.)

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The second camera I acquired was in the same large thrift store. This one was in considerably better condition and was marked at $25. This was a little steep for me, but the sticker said it came in on March 2nd, my birthday.

Polariod Land Camera Model 95b

This is the first commercially-available instant camera. It was in the shops in time for Christmas 1948. On February 21 1947, Edwin Land, the founder of Polaroid Corporation, demonstrated instant photography to the Optical Society of America. The first films were sepia-tone; black-and-white Polaroid film was introduced in 1950, but color film didn’t appear until 1963. The model 95b was made between 1957-1961.

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I also came across two Twin Lens Reflex cameras. One was a gift and the other was a lucky find at Goodwill.

The Kodak Duraflex II with Kodet Lens
Made between 1950-1954. Also Eastman Kodak Co, Rochester NY. The thing I find most interesting is there are only 3 aperture settings. f8, f11 and f16. That is a vast difference from the f/1.4, f/2, f/2.8, f/4, f/5.6, f/8, f/11, f/16, and f/22 that are standard on current cameras.

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The Argoflex Seventy-Five
made between 1949-1953. I picked this up with the spool and with the case.
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Both cameras use 620 film. They produce large 6in by 6in photos. This means that if your camera has a spool there is a change you can take original photos within it. You will need to respool 120 film onto smaller 620 spools. It seems to relatively simple, but more hassle than some people think its worth. The Duraflex, sadly, does not have a spool. But my Argoflex has a spool very much in tact.

These cameras are still a very useful addition to a collection even without film because of a technique called TTV or Through the View finder. Because of the mirror reflector lens you can use a modern camera and photograph the viewfinder. When you hold this camera in your hands and look through the viewfinder you can see the person you are looking at, but also, they can see you. Its a beautiful effect, made more beautiful my the grain and dust that have no doubt built up over the years in the lens. Your subject is framed by the black of the viewfinder.

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It helps to build what is affectionately referred to as a “contraption” for your light blocking. This helps to eliminate glare and reflection.

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The last addition to my modest collection is my General Electric Exposure meter. Its also in great condition and has its original small leather case. General Electric made many light meters because they made selenium cells and metering instruments for other equipment and merchandise.

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I look forward to working with my cameras that are still very useful, as well has admiring the design of these little treasures. I will continue building my collection as I continue to learn and appreciate not only the art of photography but the stories that lie within the glass lens.

—Works Cited / Further reading—
Hawk-Eye

http://www.brownie-camera.com/hawkeye.shtml

Polaroid

http://www.redbubble.com/people/stevengeer/art/2859629-2-polaroid-land-camera-95b

http://www.cameramanuals.org/polaroid_pdf/polaroid_95a_95b_700.pdf

ArgoFlex

http://www.imagine-it-imaging.com/Vintage_monochrome/Vintage_monochrome.htm

TTV

http://www.russmorris.com/ttv/02.html

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Duraflex

http://www.mattdentonphoto.com/cameras/kodak_duaflex2.html

General Electric Exposure Meter

General Electric PR-1 Exposure Meter

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I made the first one for myself and he lives on my backpack. His name is Gordon. ( I have this thing about naming pretty much everything that I have that has a face. Its a quirk)

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The second is a gift for one of my closest friends/pseudo brother in law. He’s into Smiley faces.

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I have at least 3 more on the way.

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